A few weeks ago, Pat and I took some lunch and clothes to him and tried to ask a few questions. We got his shoe size and think he was saying his name is Rolando. We were wondering how often he gets called by his name or when the last time was. He took one of the shirts we brought out of the bag, took his shirt off, and walked over to the trash and threw it away. Our hearts just broke. He is physically challenged, but at least on some level, mentally alert. I am sure he was aware that he had been wearing a soiled, smelly shirt for quite some time with no means to wash or replace it. The pants he was wearing barely had a backside to them.
I found some leather boots in his size and took them to him last week. I had a feeling he would have trouble getting them on and he did. There was a moment of thinking, "ok, I'm being stared at by alot of Guatemalans now, but I can't just leave him to figure the shoes out." So I parked Erick in the stroller and helped Rolando get his filthy, sockless feet into the boots, praying the whole time that they would fit and be comfortable. I saw him again today and he still had the boots on. In our limited ability to converse, he said they were good.
Every day we see people in Antigua sitting on the sidewalks holding bowls out and asking for money. It's hard to know who to help, how much, how often. There are elderly Guatemalan women, men with physical handicaps, and several young women with a baby or child sitting beside them. The babies and children are so quiet and still. I imagine that's a learned behavior from unmet need, that if they cry they either get in trouble or get no response at all. That's how they grow up--sitting beside their mom on a sidewalk all day in the exhaust, dust, noise, and sun.
One of my prayers since I've been here is to find out where I can serve or who I can love on like Jesus would do. I think I'm being asked to spend time with Rolando for now and to continue to help others where I can. It's a good feeling to have that nod from the Lord and to be given a nudge from the holy spirit to MOVE.
On the adoption front, we had a kick-out from PGN for only about a week and a half for a numerical error on some paperwork. We are back in PGN now, and hopefully are all clear. We've been told we should exit PGN in the next week or so and be able to move on to getting Erick a new birth certificate. Timewise I'm still hopeful for Thanksgiving, but won't be surprised if we have to eat turkey in Antigua.
Have I mentioned how much I love Erick?? He's such a delight. He's learned to yell, "MA MA!" loudly and frequently. He gives the best smacking kisses on the cheek. And he's all boy. The other day he picked up a live bee, pulled it in half, and proudly brought it to me. We are having alot of fun and can't wait to be home with Dad!
Thanks again to all of you for your prayer and encouragement! Lee Anne
9 comments:
What a beautiful thing to do for Rolando. It's so hard for most people to get out of their "comfort" zone to do what needs to be done at times. God is smiling on you for humbling yourself and for loving your neighbor as HE loves us. God Bless you for all kind heart and love for others! Congratulations on your re-entry. I'm praying it won't be much longer. We'd like to see you home BEFORE Thanksgiving! :) Felicia
I remember Rolando in the park. Who knows how long it has been since someone has made him valued. What a blessing you are to him and also he is to you. It so good to hear about the re-entry into PGN!
Nicole and Todd
I am always inspired by you and your generous and loving heart! I thank God for you and all He teaches me through you. I know you are so ready to get home, and we are so ready to have you home, but God has kept you there this long for a reason: maybe Rolando is that reason. He needed the love and value you showed him.
I love this post, so encouraging!!
Wow Lee Anne...your heart is amazing! It is so hard to know who to help and how much. I am sure Rolando is so blessed to have you enter his life. I actually got one of the girls that sits on the sidewalk by McDonalds a slushee one day along with 2 of her friends and I never felt so many people stare at me as if I was committing a crime.
As for PGN I hope you get out soon! We are still in PGN however without PA and not getting kicked out which is odd. Hoping Auri makes it home for Turkey Day too...you never know we may be back in Antigua eating Turkey with guys!
Miss you all!
Deanna
I'm glad you met Rolando.
Jana
Leeanne, what a blessing you are! It could be very easy to get so wrapped up in your situation and not look past anyone else but you and Erick. I truly believe your boldness to show Christ to Rolando has blessed the Fathers heart.
We pray for you guys all the time. I think about the endurance this journey has required and I believe that the Father will restore the time away in a big way.
Blessings, Stephanie
It's so good to hear from you Lee Anne! And it's awesome to hear how you're responding to God have you serve in Guatamala! You're always serving- here or there! You've shown Rolando Jesus! Can't wait to see you guys!
lee anne, that was really moving and inspirational to move when the holy spirit nudges us. We could get overwhelmed because we can't help everyone but you showed us the example to help the ones God prompts us to. If each of us would do that one by one people would be served. thanks for that. It was great hearing from you. And.. I'm sure all those people watching you help Rolando were moved and maybe they will help someone they come in contact with. There was an awesome picture of erick on emily's blog. some great stand up hair at dinner. I was wondering if he have food in it to make it stand up like that. Prayers for you daily. lisa
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